{"id":458,"date":"2020-06-12T15:00:36","date_gmt":"2020-06-12T14:00:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogs.qub.ac.uk\/happ\/?p=458"},"modified":"2020-06-11T23:42:52","modified_gmt":"2020-06-11T22:42:52","slug":"scream","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogs.qub.ac.uk\/happ\/2020\/06\/12\/scream\/","title":{"rendered":"Scream"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-group\"><div class=\"wp-block-group__inner-container is-layout-flow wp-block-group-is-layout-flow\">\n<h6 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><em>Devina A. Millenia<\/em><\/h6>\n\n\n\n<h6 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><em>Ba(S) Student in international politics and conflict studies<\/em><\/h6>\n\n\n\n<h6 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><em>11\/06\/2020<\/em><\/h6>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-group\"><div class=\"wp-block-group__inner-container is-layout-flow wp-block-group-is-layout-flow\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-group has-background\" style=\"background-color:#f8f1e3\"><div class=\"wp-block-group__inner-container is-layout-flow wp-block-group-is-layout-flow\">\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">he wants to scream, more than<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">anything<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">he wishes the strangle will loosen up <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">a bit<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">just a little bit<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">it will be enough<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">it will allow him, at least to speak<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">to beg for help<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">instead of loosen up, it gets stronger                            <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">he feels it<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">the air inside his lungs is vanishing                               <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">he no longer feels his bloodstream<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">it suffocated him<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">it hurts<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">it just inevitable for him to think that                       <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">this is it<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">the moment that sooner or later,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">his heart will stop in a blink of his                                  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">eyes<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">at this time<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">he realises,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">there is no point of screaming<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">they will never listen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">just why?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cwhat did I do wrong\u201d                                                 <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">was the last time they hear him along                        <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"background-color:#f7f9fa\" class=\"has-background wp-block-paragraph\">with his last breath<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"520\" height=\"520\" src=\"https:\/\/blogs.qub.ac.uk\/happ\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/40\/2020\/06\/Picture-Scream.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-461\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.qub.ac.uk\/happ\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/40\/2020\/06\/Picture-Scream.png 520w, https:\/\/blogs.qub.ac.uk\/happ\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/40\/2020\/06\/Picture-Scream-300x300.png 300w, https:\/\/blogs.qub.ac.uk\/happ\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/40\/2020\/06\/Picture-Scream-150x150.png 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 520px) 100vw, 520px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Devina A. 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